Kick in the Butt!

Well I got back my results for my first assignment in over 30 years and was really quite shocked at how badly I have done. This is the assignment I felt confident that I had done well. So look out number 2. I have been a Teacher Librarian for quite a while and have just won a position because of my experience and expertise and I thought up until today that I was quite good at my job. I have yet to see the comments to see where exactly I went wrong but I know and I have always known that I am perhaps not an academic type TL but more of a practical hands on .. do the job type. It is such a shame because I know that now more than I was at teacher's college or when I have tried to further my studies before that I am ready to do this now .. I thought my mind is in the right place and I get what I am reading and can relate to it. But obviously that is not enough .. I need to really let go of everything else and focus...